Have you ever thought about doing something but not sure if you’re ready? Self doubt, fear of failure, fear of success, uncertainties, perfectionism and so on and on seem to be the obstacles to stop us from making the step to see what happens on the other side of the rainbow.
For many years, these same old things have stopped me from starting up blog properly. Today is the day I decided that I am going to make the jump and take the leap of faith. And here I am, my spirit and the words in my head are lying barenaked here for everyone to see. I do sincerely hope that people will see this. All the nakednesses. I don’t care if people think that I have the worst grammar of all earthlings on this planet. Or even the worst contents to be put out there to bleed people’s eyes. I don’t want to care if I miss anything I want to put in a blog, which has stopped me time and time again to publish content because I keep adding things to these unpublished post to perfect them until I forgot about them. Who cares if something’s missing. And those spelling mistakes. I could go bankrupt if I get fined by spelling police everytime they find those uglily grostequed words. “F*ck! I just want a place to write my own sh*t!” my head said.
So what is my message here in this first post. To make something happens, we all have to start somewhere. I want to be a writer. I want an opportunity to have a feature column somewhere or a book published despite my sh*tty grammar. I want to inspire people to chase their dreams. And I am going to have my nose growing longer if I am a Pinocchio by saying that I am not driven by the thought of somehow getting crazily China rich from making big with this little step. Little step of starting somewhere. I f*cking paid to have this blog so it better leads me to somewhere. Crazy thought, yes, I think I am crazy if I look back to the things I’ve done so far.
And, yes, it is my glorious 6 packs in the featured image. Hence, the title ‘Life after 6 packs’. And that life actually started 4 years ago. That would be another story for another time soon.